The Days Without You

I miss you day and night .
I just can't realise why would these happen btw us , 
These days without your kiss and your smile 
And I don't know what I've done wrong . 


I though I'll have been treat you right , 
I've been missing you so much . 
Why would you go to somebody else ?
I've never fallen in love so fast . 


Remembering our feelings from the start 
It's make me happy just being by your side . 
All those feelings I  just can't hide .
You're everything to me .


Now I'm again alone , 
I can't describe how much I care ,
But when you nedd me , I will be there for you . 
To make you happy when you are mad . 
To tears when you are sad . 


Back from the brink of madness 
With only distant memories of sadness .
My heart have been no resound of gladness 
Now I'm back again into thee world .


In my heart I feel like we we're meant to be .
No one has made me feel the way I do .
But thats the was ways before I'll met you .
I just hope this feeling will be last .


I just can't bear the pain when we're apart .
Nobody is as special as you to me .
Just how much I care for you 
And all my feelings is always be true .  


Thanks Muhammad Fitri & Asyraf Yussof . 
 -kbyee-

Never Have Fallen

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

Hmm

           OKAY NOW , BARU LEPAS FIGHT DGN SORG MINAH DESPERAAD NI , PERH DUA-2 TANAK MNGALAH , AKU PUN TK TAHU SAPE BETUL SAPE SALAH , SAME ADE MINAH TU BETUL ATAUPUN SEBALIKNYA . BETUL KE AKU DIPERBODOHKAN ? WELL KDG-2 TERIGT APE MINAH TU CKP . DIA LAGI CLOSED DGN ASYRAF AND MAYBE DIA LEBIH KNL ASYRAF , PERLU KE AKU PERCAYE CKP MEMBER-2 ASYRAF TU ? UFF -.- NO KOMEN , TGH SERABUT NI . HMMMM , TK EXPECT PUN YG AKAN COUPLE BALIK MAMAT TU , TAKK TIK TAKK TIKK , TETIBE DIA CALL , PNDAI PUN CARIK AKU BALIK THOUGH DH BODOH SGT TK RETI NK CRIK AKU BLIK . THEN , ANSWER CALL DIA , CHITT CHOT CHITT CHOTT BALIK THAN COUPLE :') TAPII KANN AKU TGOK DIA MCM TAK SERIOUS NK SETTLE KAN PROBLEM NI ,YEAH MEMANG SERABUT . DALAM MASE YG SAME FITRI IM AKU PULAK AJAK WEBBIE , TAPI AKU CKP TADE WEBBIE THAN DIA CKP TIPU AKU CKP BETUL FOR WHAT NK TIPU DIA RIGHT ? THAN DIA KATE OKAY-2 . WHEN DIA IM AKU CALL AKU , HERE HIS VOICE TERIGTKAN DULU-2 . AKU TKBOLEH DH NK EXCEPT DIA MAYBE ITS HARD . MY DECISION DAH TAMAT ! AKU KENE LUPAKAN DIA . EVEN SUSAH AKU KNE JUGAK . 


            HIDUP IS SIMPLE KALAU KITA BUAT IA SIMPLE WON'T IT ? AND NOW THE POINT IS AKU TETAP DGN KEPUTUSAN AKU , GOODBYE MUHAMMAD FITRI AND HYE ASYRAF YUSSOF , HMM BUT AT THE SAME TIME AKU TERIGT ASYRAF BUAT AKU SMPAI AKU JDI MCM NI . BETUL KE DIA JUST MEMPERBODOHKAN AKU JE BABE ? AKU TK FAHAM SAPE YG BETUL-2 SAYANGKAN AKU , YG CINTAKAN AKU DGN IKHLAS DAN YG BOLEH BIMBING AKU , AKU CONFUSE , ITS HARD TO CHOOSE BUT IT'S GETTING MORE HARD TO CHOOSING . UFF -.- AKU CURIGA DGN ASYRAF SOMETIMES . TERIGTKAN MINAH TU CKP . "KAU TU JUAT KENE DIPERBODOHKAN DGN DIA " IS IT TRUTH ? AWWWW GOD , YOU'RE THE ONE CAN HELP ME , YOU'RE THE ONE CAN SHOW ME THE TRUTH WAY AND YOU'RE THE ONE CAN GIVE ME LOVE THE TRUTH LOVE . AKU TK PUTUS BERDOA DEKAT KAU YA ALLAH , SHOW ME THE RIGHT WAY PLEASE , IS HIM LOVE ME AS YOU LOVING ME ? 


          AKU CURIGA DGN DIRI AKU SNDRI , APE KEPUTUSAN AKU BETUL ? ATAU SEMEMNGNYAAA SALAH . ILOVEYOU TAPI DIA . BERALAH JE , SKIP JE  _____________________ NK TANAK JE MNTK COUPLE BALIK DGN AKU , THE HECK ? WALAO ? IT'S HARD UTK AKU PERCAYAKAN ORG YG DH TIPU AKU ,  IT'S GETTING MORE HARD BILA AKU NK PERCAYAKAN ORG YG SEMEMNGNYA PERNH TINGGLKAN AKU , HINA SGT AKU PADA DIA ? GOSH ! I'VE NEVER LIE TO MY OWN SELF , AKU MEMANG SELALU OPEN BLOG DIA , SEING HIS HEART IS HIS HEART RASE APE YG AKU RASE ? CUKUP , AKU SERABUT SEKARANG , I'LL TRY TO COVER IT WITH A STONE TO NO ONE SEE EXCEPTING HIM , WHEN SATU HARI KITA GAGAL DLM PERCINTAAN TIDAK SELAMANYA KITA AKAN GAGAL RIGHT ? YEAHH , THAT'S THE POINT NOW BIYY . TRY TO GET SOMEONE , FRIEND , SEMUA CKP , FOR WHAT NK TRY SOMETHING NEW IF AKU MASIH TK BOLEH NK TERIMA KENYATAAN ? TAPI DGN NEW LIFE EVERYTHING WILL GONNA GET BACJ TO THE NORMAL WON'T IT ? KESIMPULAN IS ? BIARLAH ORG TU SYG KITA MORE DARIPADA KITA SYG ORG TU MOST . :') THAT'S THE CONCLUSION . 


          AKU NK DIA FAHAM PERASAAN AKU , AKU NK DIA SELALU DAMPINGI HIDUP AKU , AKU NK DIA BIMBING HIDUP AKU , AKU NK DIA SAYANGKAN AKU SORG JE DAN SYG DIA UTK AKU ADELAH IKHLAS , TU JE TAK MNTK DIA BELI APE-2 PUN UTK AKU , (A) ILOVEYOUSOMUCH TAPI KENAPE AWK NK BUAT SAYA CURGIA DGN AWK ? ITS NOT SEBB SY TK PERCAYAKAN AWK LAGI JUST SAYA TERIGT APE DIA CKP DKT SY TADI . I'VE TRUSTED YOU , MCM PE SY CKP . THERE'S NO LONGER OVER BTW US , TERIGTKN COMMENT AWK DEKAT PEREMPUAN-2 TU . MUAHX LAH LOVEYOU LAH , BABE , ITS HURT . MCM MNE KITA NK SETTLE KALAU AWK TK BERUBAH ? CHILL VEYRA CHILL . UFF -.- THE SWEET MOMENT IS I LOVE TO BEING BY YOUR SIDE WEATHER AKU YG KENE MNGALAH IT'S NVM AS LONG AS AKU TETAP HAPPY . FRIEND AKU SEMUANYA GELAKKAN AKU WHEN AKU MNTK PENDPT DEKAT DORG , HAHAHAHAHA , KELAKAR KE ? HMMM :') PUT THE BIGGEST SMILE ON MY FACE . EVEN DIA CALL AKU , DIA CKP ELOK-2 AKU STILL MENNGIS , TERIGT KAN HOW CAN EVERYTHING HNCUR BERLEBUR MCM NI ? DIA DGN SOMEONE AND AKU PUN DGN SOMEBODY ELSE . 


          AKU PERLUKAN DIA DALAM HIDUP AKU . SO (A）WOULD YOU REPLACED HIM IN MY HEART ? WOULD YOU BE THE BEST ? WOULD YOU BE MINE FOREVER ? TOLONG JANGANLAH SAYANGKAN SAYA JUST SEBAB FACE , SAYANGKAN SAYA SEBB HATI PLEASE . HMMMMMM , IMISSYOUUSOMUCHHHEDDDASYRAF . IN A SINGLE SECOND OF MINUTES SELALU TERIGTKAN HOW DAMN MUCH YOU MAKE ME HAPPY . AKU SYG KAN DIA WEY , SYG SGT LAH . (A) PLEASE TOLONG FAHAM PERASAAN SY , JUST LOVE YOU . TK TAHU NK BUKTIKAN MCM MNE YG AKU SYGKAN KAUU , JUST BECAUSE YOU MAKE ME LOVEYOU <3 THANKS FOR COME BACK INTO MY LIFE PART JUST CAN'T BEAR  THE PAINT WHEN WE'RE NOT APPART . THERE'S A MOOD NIGHT I SEE TO DRAW YOUR FACE THERE , ILOVEYOUUUUU . KBYEEE 

You're Always In My Dreamer There's No Exception

TO SAID THE FACT THAT YOU'RE ALWAYS IN MY DREAMER 
AND THERE'S NO EXCEPTION , 
TO MAKE IT FALSE THERE'S IS NO REASON 
TO WALL IT WITH FUNNY LOVE IT WILL NEVER BE A FACT .
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW . 
I HEART YOU MORE THAN YOU KNEW , 




I'LL TRY TO BE A GIRL WHO COMPLETE FOR YOUR LIFE 
TRY TO BE YOUR BEST DREAMER IN THE WORLD
EVERYTHING I'LL TRY BUT I CAN'T 
CAUSE YOU'RE NEVER GIMMA A CHANCE . 
YOU'RE MY DREAMER , THERE'S NO REASON (Y) 
YOU'RE ONE IN A MILLION  


MY CUPIDS LOVE WILL SLAIN 
ONCE YOU ASKED ME TO LEAVE YOU . 
ACT LIKE A DRAMA QUEEN , 
BUT FOR SURE I'M STILL LOVE YOU "A" 
THERE'S NO OTHER . MY WISH WILL NEVER BEYOND TO OTHER GUY 
NO EXCEPTION BIEEEE <3  
THERE'S NONE , ITS BLANK ONCE YOU SAID THAT YOU LOVE ME .


I'VE BLANK IN LOVE , 
WHEN ITS GETTING FEAR AND MORE FEARNESS .
I'VE ALREADY GUEST THE ANSWER , THE ANSWER
IS "ILOVEYOU" AND I CAN'T LEAVING YOU , 
THE FACT WHEN YOU SAID THAT YOU ALWAYS TAKING GOOD CARE
OF MYLIFE . 
PLEASE DON'T GO , DON'T MAKE ME FEEL LONELY FOR A 2ND PART . 


I'LL JUST CAN'T SAID HOW HURT WE ARE WHEN WE'RE ARE NOT APART .
IT'S GEETING MORE DARKNESS INSIDE OF ME , 
DON'T GO BIE , DON'T MAKE MY DREAMER JUST A BLANK . 
I'M GETING FRIGTENED WHEN YOU SAID ABOUT "HURT"
ONCE I'VE GOT YOU , TILL DEATH YOU ARE MINE .
ILOVEYOUUUMORETHANYOUKNOWSAYANGS 

Thankyouubiee

        AWAK THANKS UNTUK SEMUANYA . NAK TAHU TAK HATI NI SEOLAH-OLAH BERDENYUT-DENYUT BILA KITA NAK HANG 28-09-2011 NI , UFF -.- TK SABARNYA , MWEHEHEHE XDD NK FACE TO FACE DGN ORG TU KAN , 
AKHIRNYA NAK PUN ORG AWAK HANG DGN SAYA , HEE , HAPPY TAHU ? BAGAI NK LONJAK-LONJAK KESERONNOKKAN , AWK TAHUU TAKK ? AWK TK TAHUU KANN ? SO MEH SINI SAYA BGITAHU AWK SEKARANG . PEH HATI NI WAKK , BANGGA SGT SMPAI MALAM PUN TKLEH NK TIDOK DH , HAIH /: ASYIK FIKIR JEA NK BUAT APE FIRST TIME WE MEET , ERRR . AGAK GEMENTAR PUN ADE , CEHCEHCEH :* HIKHOK , SUDI JUGAK AWAK KANN ? HEEEEEEEEEEEE (SENYUM SAMPAI KE TELINGA) SAYA HARAP AWAK AKAN SETIA DGN SAYA :D 


        LIFE SY TAKKAN COMPLETE TANPA AWK , WEATHER WHAT , SY SAYANGKAN AWK JUST MCM ADE SOMETHING YG TK KENE KAN DGN AWK , WHAT'S WRONG SAYANG ? SAYA ADE TERSALAH CKP KE ? ADE KE SY CKP BNDA YANG MNYAKITKN HATI AWK ? IF ADE I'M SORRY -.- AWK MCM LAIN SGT TAU SKRG , MCM ADE SOMETHING AWK NYOROKKAN DARIPADA SAYA KANN ? EFFF ='= KENAPE NI ? CARA AWK CKP DGN SY DALAM PHONE PON MCM NAK TANAK JEA DAH :'( MMM , KENAPE NI ? KFINEEE SY TAHU AWK SAYANGKAN EX AWK TU KAN , SOKAY SY TERIMA . WAS IT A TRUE ? AWK SYG DIA , MSE KITA COUPLE AWK TK PERNAH SMPAI NK MERAYU-RAYU MCM TU , 


        PEREMPUAN MANE YG TK JELES ? PEREMPUAN MANE YG TK SAKIT HATI ? PEREMPUAN MANE YANG TK MARAH ? PEREMPUAN MANE YG TK KECEWA ? SAYA NMPK PERUBAHAN KETARA SGT DLM DIRI AWK , AWK CKP MCM-2 PASAL PEREMPUAN LAIN INILAH ITULAH , MAAFKAN SYA TK BGATAHU AWK YG SAYA DH PUN BACE KENANGAN SILAM AWK DENGAN EX AWK TU DULU , PEDIH AWK HATI NI . CEMBURU SGT , BRU TADI NK HAPPY , KALAU BOLEH NK JE AMBIK GMBR APE YG SAYA DH BACE TADI , KENAPE CEPAT SGT AWK BERUBAH HAA ? LEPASTU SIKIT-2 BILE CALL MESTI CAKAP SAYA DH TK SPORTING MCM DULU LAH INI LAH ITULAH /: ABIS AWK TU ? UFF -.- AWAK CINTAKAN DIA ? AWK SYGKAN DIA . KAN KAN KAN ? WON'T YOU . MMMMM , 
     
          SAYA MEMANG TERUS LOST MOOD BILA TGOK SEMUA TU AWK , MMM , NK TULIS BLOG PUN SMPAI NK TANAK JEA /: MENANGIS PUN DAH NK MULA DH NI , WHY WOULD MY HEART FEEL SO BAD ? ERRR , AWK , SAYA NK REST KEPALA PENING . HMMM , UNTUNGNYA DIA KAN SEBAB AWAK LAYAN DIA SPECIAL SGT , JEALOUS SGT SAYA TGOK , MACAM DH KOYAK-KOYAK KEPINGAN HATI NI , TK TAHU KENAPE HARI NI MEMANG ASYIK NK NNGIS JEA , SY DPT RSE YG AWK CINTAKAN SY TAPI TIDAK DGN SEPENUH HATI AWK , BRRR ~ KENAPE AWK ? KENAPE ? HMMM , SOKAY AH , SY FAHAM .


          KENAPE TKNAK DELETE JEA SEMUA TU ? YEAH SHE'S PRETTY , COMEL AND MENAWAN DAN AWK SENDIRI PUN SUSAH NK LUPAKAN DIA RIGHT ? SAYA NI BURUK , EGO AND PAPE JEA LAH YG BAD THINGS TU SEMUA SAYA KANN ? BILA SAYA MERAJUK TK PANDAI PULAK NK PUJUK . NAK MARAH ORG LAGI ADELAH , SY JELES CARA AWK LYN EX AWK DLU DGN CARA AWK LAYAN SY SEKRANG , LAIN SGT AWK , HMM . BILA SAYA TINGGIKAN SUARA SIKIT AWK MARAH SAYA BALIK KANN , KENAPE NI ? HAAAA ! TELL ME , TOLONGLAH JGN TIPU , AWK NI LAGI PILIH KECANTIKAN DARIPADA HATI SESEORG TU KAAN ? ERRRF -.- ASAL CALL GADUH , GADUH DAN GADUH . LETIH PAHAM TK LETIH ! MMMMM , K AH TAPE , SY TK PKSE AWK PUN UNTUK BUAT APE-2 TERPULANGLAH , AWK DH MATANG , ILOVEYOU KBYEE . 

The Story Both Of Us

       Mwehehehe xD tergerak hati nk tulis pasal diaa , Bergetar-getar tgn nk taip ni , hehe
maklumlah org dh lame tk *POST* something dlm blog , cewaah !padahal bru beberape ari jea tk 
post dh rase rindu . Hikhokk . Ni haa hari ni entah kenape rase pening sgt kepala bagai nk 
pecah kott , mmmmm , Patutnyaa hari ni pling best sekali sebb hang dengan mmber , tapi ni 
stu perasaan seronok pun tade , balik rumah cmpak beg , mandi dan makan terus baring , letih kot , 
rancangan pun terpksa dibatalkan sorry jeehan , Nk kate tk mkn dh mkn cukup byk dh ni . tkkan
tk cukup mkn lagii , haih -.-  Kenape lah kepala ni , ari ni jugak dia nk dtg kaan , tahu tk org tgah 
pening sgt ni , grrrrr benci benci benci dan benci 


         Arghh ! Just forget it , now let's talk msuk ni dah 8-days kami bersama , there's seem like mcm 
tiada halangan just sometime misunderstanding , biasa leteeeww bila misunderstanding mesti
merajuk lah inilah itulah , byk sgt kerenah nyaa kann ? haihh . tapi kann when he come into my life
rase mcm happy sgtt . just entah sometime trigtkan jugak kesah-2 lame tapi yeah well act mcm takde 
ape-2 yg pernh berlaku dlm diri ni even , its hurt to remember it , So maybe its time to forget 
cerita lame , Mungkin ape yg berlaku ade hikmahnya , although , semuanya berjalan dengan lancar
kdg-2 hati ni gusar tak tentu *HALA* tapi bila take a rest everything is just back to normal , kdg-2 
terfikir jugak kenape hati selalu rase mcm tuu , selalu tertanya-2 . 


         Tapii kann entah laah , buat mase sekrang ni alhamdullilah semuanya lancar , Iloveyou 
hero <3 . Kadang-2 rase mcm menyesal sebb pernh jadi *EX* org kalau dpt undur mase nk je
wish tanak ade ex dan tanak jumpe dengan dia tapi sebaliknya nk jumpe dengan ASYRAF YUSSOF . 
Thanks for everything , agknya kalau dia tade phone mesti sunyi jea , takde text masuk takde
incoming call and tade ape-2 lagi , yang ade dlm phone semuanya mmber tade lagi BOO . 
Harap-2 semuanya akn jadi knyatan , what have we plan before , Hope tade lagi . 
*MAT JENIN* . cewahh , 


        Ayat semua tkleh blah kann ? mmmm , kenngan dh byk mendewasakan diri ni , smpai nk termuntah
bila terigt lagi bnda yg dh lepas , even semuanya elok dan baik tk semestinya tade lagi
perpisahan yg berlaku , kita hanya mmpu merancang tapi yg menentukan tetap *TUHAN* .
Berape lame dh simpan perasaan semua ni smpai mati tak tentu lagi dpt buang perasaan aku terhadap
sidia :')kepala pening pun sempat lagi nk tulis post pasal dia kann ? sempat lagi fikirkan psl dia .
haihh , thanks for the approving me in your life bie <3


       Terfikir sejenak bila keseorangan agknya smpai bila kami boleh bersama dan smpai bila
kami akan tetap saling mencintai ? adekah smpai bila-bila atau hanya seketika ? mmm , kepala
tgah *BIOL* akal pun jadi panjang semuanya termsuk dlm kepala hotak yg comel ni , cehcehceh ! comel
ke ? mwehehehe x) yg penting adelah hati msing-2 kann ? kalu hati msing-2 setia mknenye 
selame-lamenye lah tapi kalau terbuku bnda yg tk elok tu mknenye tk elok lahh , kaaann asyrafff ? 
haihhhh , letihnya , mate pun bengkak , tak tahu kenape , (aik aik aik) tukar topik pulak , 
mwehehehehe x)) sorry dh tk boleh nk fikir dh skt sgt kepala ni . errrr -.- kbyeee <3 
nk mkn panadol duluu maaa :) 


      


       

Moody Time

Hm ntah kenape semenjak dua menjak ni aku asyik nk MELALAK jea tk tentu pasal , benda kecik pun nak besar-besarkan , Haih . Sumpah sy rase macam awk dah *Benci* sy tahu tak ?-.- mmmm . hati niy sikit-sikit nak *cemburu* . Apelah masalah kau Veyraa ? errr . it's beyond to control tahu /: 
Entah entah entah dan entah >.< saya bukan sengaja nk *marah* awk cuma *period attitude* datang lagi. tu lah semua serba tak kene , 


          Sorry tauu boo , kita niy tgah tk betul siket , ape lah dengan kau ni tak abis-2 nk *moody* Veyra, kau buat lelaki benci adelah bukan nk bagi lelaki happy , mmm . yang peliknya kalau dengan orang lain pandai pulakk aku mengalah kan ? Tapi ni dengan *boyypreeengg* sendri pun tk boleh nk mengalah , err tahu lah kau ni memang tgah dtg *matahari* takpayh lah nk tunjuk sgt atittude bodoh kau tuu , -.- 


         Haihhyaaa , wakklekk dah lewww , Mmmm , aku ni pun kadang-2 bengong knn ? zzzzzzz , 
Ni lah tkk sukaa *perangai* buat hal mase dtg *period moody* memang lah pinggang sakit-2 , pening kepala . tapi agak-2 llah smpai semua org kau nk marah , sikit-2 nk *melalak* . kauu tahu tk kau dh buat dia *meluat* veyra ? errrrr . 


         Orang yang penting dlm hati kau pun kau nk marah kan veyra ? ishkk ! *pening* lah macamnii, time *period attitude* dtg mesti jadi mcm ni , siket-2 nk *marah* kalau dia tk pujuk lagilah  *melalak* kenape lahh kauu ni kann ? ## pandai jea nk kate org ni nk kate org tuu , padahal kau tu byk ckp orgg , last-2 time *period attitude* kau dtg kau teruk je veyraa /: 
grrr .


       Awak awk awk , kita mintak maaf okay , *matahari* tgah dtg biasalah , bulan pulak tgah *bulan mengambang* macam ni lah jadinya dengan *girlprenggg* awkk nii , ehm3 . sorry tau tapi sy pastikan esok atau lusa mesti semuanya *berhenti* dah tade lagi *merajuk* dan tade lagi *malalak* sebab sy *normal* mwehehehe , kitaa jnji okay ;) just time kita tgah dtg ehm3 tuu , kenelah sabar sikit dgn perangai kita tauuu :DD 


      Nyway , aku kene berdoa ni spya dpt *date* dgn diaa cepat-2 , mmmm , tengah tunggu awk ajak kita *date* ni , hee , cepatlah ajak kitaa . Orang tunggu nii /: Ape ke gila kau ni veyra ? tetibe jeaa , mmmmmm , dah gatal sgt ke ? Mama kita kataa kann tak elok *gatal-gatal* tauu ! hihihihi . Okaylah booo , dah pukul 10:11 p.m ni , nk masuk *zzzzz* nii , kbyeee to STALKER and To my beloved *SOUL AND VEIN* Iloveyouu -.- muacks siket , hee , sweet dream sayang , 


        

A S Y R A F Y U S S O F

You are one in a million , 
you're are jelly in my upon heart , 
you are a lighting that can make my life shine . 
you bring a smiley into my life . 


Bring a joyful around me .
making me feel that my life is getting rainbow .
You're a pece of puzzled on my life , 
without you I'll feel ain't not completely . 


You're meaningfully , 
joy without a darkness
but it is a joy with a sunshine 
how could you make it ? 


there's a few question upon my head ,
how could you make me love you ?
how could ever you make me to lfe back ?
how could you bring a joyful around me ?


Maybe this is not a mistaken .
or it is just a fake RELATIONSHIP ?
Ohh babyy ! Come to me , stay around by my side .
Be a part of my life , Please


I won't pull you 
I'm standing here day and night 
waiting for your love being around me 
it's cold and bright , 
But i'm still waiting for you . 


Wondering I'm ever cold . 
it will getting more cold when you came and hug me 
Iloveyouuboo <3 

Sorry Guys

     

        To My Beloved Cousin/ Tengku Nur Ain Jeehan Bte Tengku Abdul Malek:
I mintaakk maaf sebab buat you macam ni , I mintak maaf sgt , I rase bersalah atas kesilapan I sendri , you snggup lepaskan dia demi tngok kebahagiaan KAMI tapi macam mane dengan kebahagian you sendiri ? I mintak maaf sgt sayang , mmmm , I tk berniat pun nak buat semua nii , I syg dekat you , sygg sgt , you dh macam FAMILY,SAHABAT,GF,BF,WIFE AND MY GUIDANCE. I tadea ape-2 pun without you , I rasea sunyi sgt you tk call I , tk text I macam biase , I sedih sgt you , Seolah-2 you macam dah tknak layan I lagi kan ? ape salah I ? I mintk maaf , beribuu kali I call you . tak pernh you nk on kan PHONE ape lagi nk hang dgn you , lagilah tidakk . youu marah dekat I kaan ? I mintak maaf , tapi I nk you tahu , I sygg sgt dekat you,terlmpau syggg smpai I sendri rasea kehilangan , you , mungkin I dh pun hncurkan hubungan you , I mintak maaf sgt , tapi tolonglah you . I rindu sgt dekat you , biase malam-2 mesti kita text , borak-2 , hang same-2 even kita cousin , you tetap layan I macam I ni kawan special dlm hidup you , I sygkan you  , I mintak maaf , sebb I you jadi mcm ni . I rase mcm dh lame sgt tk hang dgn you , mkn sape-2 , shopping same-2 and pling best sekali , kita tnkp gmbr same-2 , I rindu semua tu Jeehan , tapi setiap kali I wall you mesti you tanak balas , Bila I tegur you mesti you tanak layan I , bila I ajak you hang , mesti you bagi seribu satu alasan , I tanak you anggp I org asing dlm hidup you , You org pertama sekali yg rpt degn I , You jage I bile I sakit , you bagi I semangt utk teruskan hidup , Kenape you kene tingglkan I mcm ni ? Jgnlah buat I mcm ni , I ni dh mcm tade ape-2 kaitan dgn you kan ? mmmm , I sedih sgt sekarang , I rindu sgt dekat youu , mmm please jgn buat I mcm nii . 

         To my beloved friend, Nur Syaferqa Bte Zainal:
babe , Hm sorry tk layan kau , aku ni jenis peramah sgt , kau faham kaan ? bila aku tk layan kau , kau ckap aku sombong , inilah itulah , sorry sgt sebenrnye aku betul-2 tgah takde mood beberapa ari tuuh . semua text kau aku tk blas , sorry babe , aku pun rindu sgt dekat kauu , aku bukan sombong cumaa keadaan tk mengizinkan , aku lost mood sgt , hmm . sorry sebab kau call aku , aku tk answer , tadea niat nk buat kau mcm tu , aku ni bila bercakap memang susah nak STOP kau pun tahu kn ? sebab tu lah bila aku tk layan org , org semua cakap aku sombong , sebenrnye tak pun babe , aku tahu lah kau rindu akuu kan ? mwehehehe , aku rindu kau jugak lah erqaa :)tanpe kau aku tade dekat sini , aku rase aku dh mati dh . hee :P pfftthh , thanks sebab jadi sahabat aku , aku sayang kau , iloveyoubaby :') tolonglah maafkan aku okay ? even kita dh tk stu sekolah kau tetap aku sayang , kau tetap jadi sahabat aku , faham ? aku syg kau mokk :P keikhlasan aku berkawan dengan kau takde tndingan , muackss siket :* aku janji lepas ni aku akan jadi cool jea -.- tau tau tau :P hihihi

        To my bestie comel , Nur Navelya Bte Ismail:
baby gemookk :P mwehehe , sayang kau gilaa . mmm sorry tau , kau tegor aku dekat skolah . aku buat endah tak endah jea . kau rest dengan aku pun , aku pegi rest dekat meja lain , mmm sorryy sgt sayang , akuu cuma tade mood jea , org tgah sedih kaan , mmm . ntah kenape , tapii harini aku dh pun okay :') aku harap kau maafkan aku tau . kau call aku pun aku tk jwb , ape lagi aku replay text kau lagi lah takk , aku lagi rindu nk pi jamming dgn kauu gemookk :P hee . kau comel  , aku suka suapkan kau makan . hahaha , sebab mulot kau tu comel jea. heee , Alya , aku syg dkt kau tauu , jgn igt aku sombong ke bajet ke or pape jea lah , mklumlh semua org ade hari-2 tertntu kan , thanks sebab paham keadaan aku , Alyaa mokk , muacks siket :* hee . Iloveyouuulahhmontel :') akuu jnji aku akn jdi mcm dlu blik okay babyy :D hihihihi . 

   
       To Khyyrul Faiz : 
You, I mintk maaf sebb buat you mcm ni , I mintak maaf sgt . I rase I tk boleh keep going perasaan yg tk pernh ade pada diri I sendiri . I tk pernh ade perasaan dkt you sebelum ni . yea I do love you tapi sebagai seorg member . faham tak member ? tk lebih dan tk kurang /: I mintk maaf tk blas text you , your call and semuanyaa , I mintak maaf sgt you , I takut nk ckp dekat you  , sebab I tkut you kecewa , I tahu you sygkan I , tapi malangnya kita tadea perasaan yg same , I mintaaak maaf , 
I mintk maaf khyyrul , it's not the point , you jgn igt I nk game you sebab semua tu takde dlm otak I ni . I mintak maaf , youu takecare okayy,maybe tade jodoh antara kitaa . you crik lah org lain yg lagii special dri I ;') mesti ade punyaa kann -.- mmmm , 


       To Muhammad Fitri:
hmm,awak . I'm glad awk benci sy , thankyousomuched ! jgn jadikan alasan bodoh awk tuh untuk pergi dengan perempuan lain , You cheater ! ape pun sy bahagia tgok awk dengan perempuan lain /: even kita OVER -.- sy tetap takkan lupakan awk , sy dh pun set dekat otak ni supaya syg awk hnya sebgai kawan , its hurting me , awk jage diri , awk jauh tapi sy tetap akn rindukan awk , susah untuk sy suka dekat lelaki tahuu ? tapi ntah mcm mne sy boleh suka dekat awk , awk jgelah wanita yg berada dlm hati awk tuhh dengan baik okay ? jgn ckp bnda-2 yg agk KASAR , susah utk accept semua ni tapi tapelah , sy ni memang bodoh kenn ? macam awk cakap, sebab sy awk kene maki-maki , awk lyn org yg awk syg dengn cara FUCK/BITCH semua tu ke ? oh ahaha okay-2 , sy tetap takkan pernh lupekan awk . hmm . ape yg bhagia dlm hidup awk itulah kebahagiaan dlm hidup sy jugak, awk jage diri okay :) maybe takde jodoh between us , Thanks for everything , kbyeee 




        

Break Down

   
       I can't handle this , without a star and a shiny rainbow around me , 
       Make me alone , without a smiley and your kiss .
       Make my dream full of sad . Without your sweet words and your hug ,
       Make me feel full of darkness .


      You make my days count .
      You make my days getting dark . 
      You make my hurt broken . 
      I just can't handle this alone . 


      I need youu by my side .
      It's hurt when you said that you hate me .
      I'm crying , wonder why I'm thinking in second why would this happen between us . 
      Don't you know how much I fallen in you 
      I just wanna see ur happy without M E . 


       I'm waiting for youu .. 
       You are the first guy that I fallen with . 
       I know that I got nothing special to give you .
       I want you to know that , I STILL LOVE YOU .
       Even , my heart is going to BREAK DOWN . 


       I've streaming inside of my heart to let you go .
       I'm dying inside when you said GOODBYE .
       I've been searching for a guy like you in this whole world . 
       I'll just make a mistaken . hmm 
       I'm beeping when you're going and replaced me to anybody else .

New Life

    There's a thing that I should forget about , Maybe you hate me .
    When I try to remember how our first break . 
    I was thinking about "HOW CRUEL YOU ARE"
    You make me cried , You make me disappointed and the last was you make me HATE you . 
    You're are cruel enough . I hate youu ##
    
    There's maybe should be a mistaken about what had happen between us just now .
    I burn my diaries to forget verything about you . 
    Wonder why everything is just Un-for-get-table . 
    You make me hurt . 
    And now , You are not a part of my life , I'm sorry -.-


    I burn everything about you ! 
    Diaries , pictures and your sweet messages . 
    I should think this is the best . 
    The think that make me hate you was , 
    You make my heart broken , You make me blank without words and you make me burn   everything -.- 
    
   I hate youu . I hate youu . I hate youu ! 
  
   Thanks to ASYRAF YUSSOF :') 
For bring back my smile <3 Bring back my love for youu . 
and making me fallen in love with youu <3 
I love youu CAPITAL (A) 
    

I Just Love You (!)

       Oh god , why everything that we've already plan is destroyed just because of my stupid .
       Wondering why everything is just in a minutes its happen .
       Why I just can't let you go and forget everything about you? 
        Don't you knew that how much I love you .   
  
       I realized everything in my diaries .
       I try to remember how much sweet our memories together . 
       I can't let you out of my mind .
       I just can't stop loving you . 


      Altough you're never gave me last chance it's still be okay , 
      I just can't stop memorizing everything about you even better . 
      Its hard to forget about our sweet moment . 
      And it's just unforgetable .  


      Wondering why our relationship is broken . 
      I still can't get the answer why . 
      I try to forget everything about you . 
      But I'm not that stronger , and I'm just can't 


     Please understand me , 
     Give me another chance , 
     Swear (!) i didn't meant to hurt you . 
     Oh please darling , 


    I'll try to accept all this slowly . 
    But I can't  , 
    I'm give up . you are my first love , 
    Every single second I will always miss youu . 


    I think I treat you are the best way . 
    But its bad , I treat you wrong 
    And I just can't see that I'll already make you hurt . 
    I'm not pushing you to give me a chance but I just need your love through by my side . 


     I need youu , 
     I do love youu . 
     I'm Sorry MUHAMMAD FITRI .




     

Imy (F)

        Ntah kenape , Tibe-2 jea RINDU tu datang lagi . Dekat dalam mata ni terbayang-2 wajah dia , senyuman dia , percakapan dia dan terbayang akan perasaan dulu-2 yang pernah kita alami berdua . 


        Pit , Imissyouubie <3 Youu rindu dekat I tak ? mesti takk kan ? Hmm . tapelah it's still be okay untuk I menerima kepergian youu . I nak sgt dengar suara you yang comel tu and yang handsome tu , I rindduu sngat . I nak sgt contact youu , tapi I tk boleh sayang , I dah tak boleh , I sakit sgt hati bila terbygkaan semua tuu , 


       Starting from that night , I fikir smbil menangis sorang-2 , I start delete semua gmbr youu dalam ingatan I , I delete number youu , Gmbar-2 yang I print semua I buang cuma satu jea yang I tak terdaya nak buang iaitu KENANGAN KITA <3 Youu , Even kita dah tak bersamaa I tetap akan tunggu youu :') 


      I nak youu tahuu , I sayang sgt dekat youu , Hmmm , I rinduu sgt-2 dekat youu . Hubungan kita tak dpt nak diselamatkan . Peluang yg you bagi dekat I hanye 1 kali bukan 2-kali dan bukan 3-kalii . I try to forget youu tapii I tk boleh , When I open FB I mesti bukak FB you , Tgok muka youu , bace semua STATUS you , I ari-2 bukak blog youu untuk bace semuanyaa tentang isi hati you , I mintk maaf sebab tk dpt nak bahagiakan youu Pit :'(  


     I mintak maaf sebab selalu sakitkan hati you , tak faham youu , tak pernah nak dengar ckp youu and I selalu nak carik kesilapan youu , Walau pun kita dah tkdea kaitan I tetap akan doakan youu bahagia dengan wanita yang lebih fahami isi-hati youu daripada I . Iloveyousayang <3 


     I tahuu I takkan dapat utk lupaakan youu walaupun I dh gunakan semua care tapi msih tak terdaya , Hari-2 I open FB youu and Blog youu :') I bace semuanyaa berulang kali untuk melepaskan kebodohan I . Youu please jangan mainkan hati wanita lain . Sayngilah org yg sememangnye sayang dekat youu , 


     I tak tahuu nk buad ape dah , I kecewa sgt , I bukak wall youu dekat account lagi satu mesti ade perempaun replay *ILOVEYOUMORE* I sakit hati sgt youu , Sakit sgt , Yoouu ckp youu layan diorg tk same mcm youu layan I tapii what have you done ? -.- Sokay lah you kalau bnda ni yang sememangnya boleh membahagiakan youu , I selaluu cube utk faham youu tapii youu ? youu jdikan alasan yang I tk pernh faham youu sebenrnye , you yg tk paham I .


     Even , Hubungan kita dh tadea lagi . It's gone I tetap takkan lupekan youu bie :') I rindduu youu nyanyikan I mcm dulu-2 . You text dekat I *baby , IMISSYOU* I rindduu sgt youu tapi smpai bile kate-2 *ILOVEYOU* itu you kate pada I ? *ILOVEYOU* bukan utk I sorg tapi untuk ramai lagi wanita lain kaann ? I nak you tahu I tak prnh simpan dendam terhadap youu . I sayangkan youu pit :') 


    Mungkin lepas ni hidup I kan jadi seorang REMAJA PEREMPUAN YANG SINGLE . tapii takpealah sekurang-kurangnyaa I masih hidup dengan kenangan kitaa ;') I love youu so much MUHAMMAD FITRI <3 


     

I Got Nothing Without You

There's a hopeless in my heart , Everything happen is just  because of my stupid to let youu go.
I'm sorry , Life is just like a DRAMA  , something happen just in a second of a minutes .
When I'll wake up then I can see , I GOT NOTHING WITHOUT YOU <3 .
Every single second of minutes I will always remember your sweet smile , your sweet words and your sweet LOVE . 
I'll pretend to be as usual but I just can't cause I'll just lost something in my LIFE .
And I'll just lost YOU .The people who have a keys to bring me back to LIFE 


When your gone 
Everything is just changed , My life feel full of darkness without your smile and your keys .
When I closed my eyes , I will see you in my dream :')
Then I'll slowly opened my eyes and hope that the dream will happen :')
But when I'll opened my eyes everything is just a darkness without a star and a moon around me .
Without Sunshine and a brightly lighting .


There is a hope is just BROKEN . I GOT NOTHING WITHOUT YOU .
and if i can gave a completely LOVE for you maybe all this would not happen . 
I'm sorry Bie <3 I want you to know that I will always love youu :')


After everything had happen , My heart is closed . And i'm death inside .
I'm not that stronger to stay alive without youu . 
I just can't forget you . I'm sorry :') 


I've made a vow , to no one but you .
I pledge my love to forever be true 
So low that you can hear .
You'll feel my love even if we're apart .